Man, my place is quiet. Since it's just me for the most part these days, and my girl a few days a week, it is so empty. It's weird!
For the past month I have been non stop cleaning, purging, and organizing. It's almost as though I'm cleansing. No, it IS as though I'm cleansing judging by the amount of vinegar-water I have sprayed everywhere. It's true. My floors haven't been this clean in years.
It happens naturally I think when you have a huge life shift. You feel the need to change your surroundings. To get behind the dresser and clean it. To empty out the closet, throw out stuff and move things around!
And then sometimes you stop and look in the mirror as you wash the gunk off your hands in the bathroom and say, 'What happened here again?' 'What am I doing?' "This is my new life?' And that's when I take a few seconds to digest everything again. And know that life works in mysterious ways. There is a silver lining to everything. For example, I dropped my tweezers in the toilet this morning morning. Normally I would have silently cursed. But, it was just me so I yelled 'S**T' really loud. See? There's always light behind the clouds.

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